Number One on the List

I just got the call from our clinic that we're now number one on their list of couples waiting to be matched for embryo adoption. We have an appointment to go in next Thursday afternoon to look at two profiles to decide which couple's embryos we want to move forward with - it's kindof crazy when you think about it. I'm excited but also scared to let myself get excited again. I've gotten my hopes up too many times before just to have them crushed, so I'm hesitant to go down that road again. I'm also worried about the two profiles - I have no idea what sort of information they will contain, but I hope that at least one of them will feel right for us. Since Christmas is coming very soon and then we have our big sailing trip planned for mid-January, the plan is to wait to do the transfer until after we get back. But I am glad that we'll get to go ahead and make the decision about the embryos now.