Well, it's day 46 in my cycle and 10 days after taking the progesterone shot to start AF, yet she still refuses to arrive. There are no signs of her in sight. Wouldn't it be nice if a late period actually meant that I was pregnant - but we all know better than that, don't we? These days, that's a possibility I barely even consider. I'm going in tomorrow so they can take a look and try to figure out what the heck is going on with me.
I really am this close to giving up - I really think this FET will be it, if we can ever get to that point. I think hubby has already thrown in the towel - three years of waging a war against IF without even the slightest bit of success - has beat us down and used up all our financial and emotional resources.
I think we are done. I had signed up for some adoption info sessions, but at this point, I'm thinking we probably won't go down that road.
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Riley, I am so sorry that this is all so disheartening. You sound so very tired. Hoping that they can get to the bottom of what's going on with your incredibly long cycle. You're in my thoughts.
This just sucks. I'm sorry you are in limbo. Again. Hoping you get some news tomorrow that sheds some light - go do something fun tonight.
This just plain sucks. I know how you feel about nothing going right. I'm right there with you, especially today. I hope they find a cyst or something that is delaying your period, so at least you can get things moving.
Take care.
Ugh. I'm so sorry that it seems that things just keep piling up on you. When can you catch a break? I hope you get some answers soon.
Riley, I'm so sorry - truly. And I am NO Pollyanna (I don't even like Pollyannas) but you're 39 and you have fallopian tubes and a husband. Are you probably pregnant? No, but it's far from impossible so if you feel up to it, take an HPT at some point. I won't lie - I hope you're that girl people annoyingly talk about. "She tried for years and years and then her period was late and boom, she was pregnant and didn't know it."
On the other side, my first PIO shot to induce a period took a long time (that's when I feared scar tissue from the D&C). The nurse said if it didn't come soon (I was at the fiftysomething day mark), I'd give myself another PIO shot.
I know these fricken hormones have done a serious number on my cycles and probably you too.
Dear Riley, I am so sorry you are waiting so long for AF to arrive...Of course, I, too, am crossing my fingers and do hope it's because you're pregnant. If it isn't, then I hope it's for some easily resolvable reason like a little cyst and you can get this FET show on the road! It's so time for it to happen for you, my friend. Thinking of you.
Love,
Maddy
Riley: will they give you provera? It usually takes me about 5 days for AF after that. I'm hoping you get some resolution soon!
I'm sorry to hear this. I hope they can give you an answer tomorrow.
I hear you on the after all these years, financially and emotionally drained part. I feel that way too these days.
Hoping you get something good at the appointment tomorrow.
Sigh. I'm sorry that this is (per usual) hard and stressful... I wish I could make it otherwise. I hope tomorrow you learn something helpful and come to a place where things make sense and you are comfortable with your decisions. Thinking of you and wishing you well.
Where the hell is AF? I'm so sorry that all the crazy, unexplainable stuff seems to fall on your plate. You totally deserve to be "that" girl who surprisingly finds herself pregnant. Can you call the nurse and demand some intervention? I'm sorry to hear you sounding so deflated. Love and hugs.
I am so sorry you are being stuck in limboland... My heart aches for you.
(HUGS)
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