Ha!

First, I wanted to thank you all so much for your support yesterday. Yesterday was a hard day and your comments really helped - some even brought tears to my eyes - in a good way - like, wow, these people really do understand and care. So thank you!

Second, as you know, I made an appointment with the doctor yesterday to go in today to see what the heck is going on. So, wouldn't you know it - I started spotting last night and my period started in full force today. For some reason, my reaction was - Ha! So, that's what it takes - make an appointment and then AF finally shows up! So, I didn't go in this morning. Instead, I'll go in for Day 2 ultrasound tomorrow to see what we need to do to get started with the FET. They haven't decided if I'll start with BCPs for a couple of weeks or skip straight to the delestrogen. They don't use lupron with their FETs and I'm not complaining!

And finally, weird dream last night. I dreamed that I went in to see my doctor to find out why AF was not showing up and he had me lay down on this table in a room with several tables. I was actually lying right next to a friend of mine who in real life has no IF issues and then there was another woman next to her. Anyway, before I can explain what I'm there for, the doctor puts one of those oxygen masks on me and starts to put me under for a retrieval. In my dream, I'm struggling to get the mask off and to explain that there is nothing to retrieve because we haven't done anything - I just want to know why my period hasn't started so we can do the FET. But the drugs start to work and I'm going under and he won't stop and listen. When I come out, he tells me he wasn't able to retrieve anything and then starts to walk out. I'm yelling, trying to explain everything, but he gets mad and won't listen to me because I'm trying to point out his mistake. I'm getting extremely frustrated, and he just walks away. The the nurse comes and tells me that the doctor is mad at me because I haven't paid my bill and I owe all this money. As I'm trying to sort all this out, my friend who has been lying on the table next to me says, "Can you believe that other woman (the one lying next to her)had 38 eggs retrieved - I don't believe it. I don't think it's true." So, I glanced over and said - Oh, that's Sky (from No Eggs in this Basket - who I've never met IRL). I know her and yes, she really did get 38 eggs! Crazy dream!