Right now, FET is scheduled for March 2. Went in yesterday for bloodwork and lining check. Lining is already triple stripe and 8.8, so it sounds like I should be in good shape. Hubby and I really have no expectations at all of this working. Neither of us is willing to get our hopes up. We are just ready to get this out of the way - and if it works, then it will be a big surprise. We are just so tired of it all and don't have the emotional energy to invest in the process anymore. That's not to say that I'm not going to do everything I can to give myself the best chance of it working. I'm planning to do acupuncture right before and right after the transfer and will probably do 2-3 days of complete bed rest, so we'll see.
I'm at the place where now I'm starting to worry about the effects of all the drugs I've injected into my body over the past three years. I think I'm all out of whack. My cycles are screwed up. I think my metabolism has completely shut down. I'm angry and depressed much of the time. I'm ready for it to be over - one way or another.
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Thinking of you and hoping that this one is THE one, and that some joy comes back into your life. You sound so tired.
Less than two weeks...
No one knows what the future brings, but I hope from the bottom of my heart that it brings you a happy ending to a very long journey.
We are all rooting for you, if that counts for anything.
8.8 lining? That's awesome! Them's good, good numbers.
Chin up, girl!
I hope this cycle is successful for you - wishing you the best of luck.
I am really with you on the can't get your hopes up and just ready for it to be over part.
I am thinking good thoughts for you. I wish I could do more.
good luck!! wishing you some sticky baby dust.
Riley -- I wish you all the best with this process, and hope that you and your husband can get to a place where -- no matter what happens -- you feel happier than you do now.
I'm hoping this time infertility gives you the biggest, happiest surprise ever!
Hugs!
I hope beyond hope that the FET is IT for you in all the right ways. I want peace for you so badly.
Sending you big huge heartfelt hugs.
Riley, I so feel for you - hoping we both get our answers soon!
Good luck tomorrow!
I know my tomorrow may not coincide with yours, but I will still be thinking of you. And hoping and wishing and praying for a happy end.
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