Saturday, May 2, 2009

Saturday Morning Farmer's Market

I got up early this morning to go visit our local farmer's market. This one is not the big one downtown with tons of farmers and people - it is a smaller one in a quaint little shopping center not too far from my house. I wanted to go pick up some fresh, local strawberries, asparagus and possibly some sweet potatoes. Since I knew it would be a quick trip, I let hubby sleep in and I got up early and was actually looking forward to my early morning outing.

That was until I got there. I walk up to the area where the farmers have their products set up for sale under tents and the very first person I see is my ex from more than 10 years ago, so no big deal - really. Except for the fact that he is there with his twin two-year-old son and daughter and his wife, who had "fertility problems" that were quickly solved by taking clomid. I have no feelings for him - it just sucked running into him with his wife and twins when I didn't even have my husband with me. For some reason, I felt like such a loser - I almost turned around and went home. But I was on a mission. I got my strawberries and my asparagus and was going to leave but decided to head to the other side in search of the sweet potatoes. As soon as I turned the corner, I nearly ran straight into a double stroller. I look up and the guy pushing it is a guy I knew in college who asked me out several times. I always liked him as a friend but never romantically. But still, here he is with his two babies and his lovely wife.....I made a few quick comments about the kids, introduced myself to the wife and then quickly bought my sweet potatoes and went home. This was not the nice early morning outing I had hoped for! And to make it even worse - I wasn't even looking cute. I just got up and went - loser that I am. I so hope next time, I can at least have a big ole pregnant belly when I run into these people...sigh!

1 comment:

shiner said...

Oh, I am sorry - BUT YOU ARE NOT A LOSER - and yes I was yelling that at you. You are an intelligent, beautiful, kind person and don't worry about those people. They are not in your life. You and your family and people who are real friends are all that matter. I bet you did look cute, too. I've seen your pics in other places and I bet it's hard for you not to. Stay strong...it'll happen. I don't say that flippantly - I've been there. (((hugs)))