Monday, May 11, 2009

Still Don't Know What's Going On

I had a major meltdown last Wednesday. I finally was able to talk to the nurse, after leaving a few crazy, on the verge of tears messages and a totally freaking out e-mail. She called late Wednesday afternoon to try to reassure me and calm me down. However, I still don't know if we are going to be able to proceed this month or not. She said they are still trying to get in touch with my donor to see where she is in her cycle since, as they explained it, her period may be starting later this month due to her high estradiol levels last month. She told me to relax and go enjoy my vacation - which I did. I fully took advantage of being able to drink since I'm not pregnant and I'm not taking any meds right now other than BCP. But I'm back now. Just waiting......and also worrying. I have a bad feeling that nothing is going to happen for us this month. I just really don't understand what's going on. It's all so frustrating.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Well, that sucks. Glad you got away, hope you were able to unwind a bit this weekend. But I am totally with you about the clinic, WHY don't they know where the donor is in her cycle?! And if they are just waiting for her AF, why don't they tell you that? Is this a clinic donor? And not to freak you out (but I'm sure you have already been here), what if she flakes out? Do they have someone else available, or is there a huge wait? I'd be banging on the clinic door until I had some answers, cuz you're not going anywhere without eggs!

Thinking of you - really hope it all works out this month.