Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Progesterone Check

Progesterone is 50.9 - it's supposed to be at least 20, so I'm in good shape there. I'm an emotional wreck, otherwise, today - been fighting the tears back all day over every little thing. Maybe it's pregnancy hormones - maybe not. If I can get up the nerve, I guess I'll probably POAS on Monday - we'll see. And I finally snapped and said something to my annoying pregnant co-worker today, but she responded the same way she always does - "I'm not trying to upset you. I'm still praying for you and your husband." Which is nice, but still - I need a little more than prayers from her, I need a little empathy and consideration of my feelings.

8 comments:

B said...

So glad to hear that your progesterone levels are in good shape! I'm sorry that all of this is so unavoidably stressful. Ugh. And your annoying coworker...perhaps you can tell her that in addition to praying for you, she can also respectfully QUIT TALKING ABOUT HER PREGNANCY AROUND YOU!! I mean really, is it that hard for her not to talk about it??!!??
~Brenda

sprogblogger said...

Progesterone levels sound fantastic, and your annoying co-worker sounds, well, annoying. I'm hoping that the weepiness is a less-than-fun pg symptom, and until I hear otherwise, that's what I'm going with. I hope you feel better (or not, if feeling weepy is a good thing!) soon.

Anonymous said...

I'd say feeling emotional is a great sign of pregnancy! And your co-worker is a b... how insensitive can you get?! Keep in mind that she is, in fact, clueless.

Our Christmas party is Saturday too - I'll think of you being all pupo (wishing I was too!) but hopefully I'll be joining you soon.

Sky said...

Honey, I'm so sorry you're feeling so down and scared. In my heart, I really believe you'll have those 2 lines. You transferred 2 top quality blasts - I think you could even be up for twins.

Okay, enough of that because you're probably just stressing some more.

Try and imagine that maybe, just maybe, this time is YOUR time. This time it's very possible that YOU will get your BFP. This may be just the start of another 9 months of worries about a hundred other things in advance of a lifetime of worry normal for any mom.

Eb said...

those are good numbers and normal reactions to a horribly stressful time.
I wish with all my heart you get the outcome you want and deserve.
And that your damn co-worker would grow up.
Eb

irrationalexuberance said...

Oh very glad to hear to p-levels are strong. Yay!

And equally glad to hear that you finally bit back at your annoying-ass coworker. Seriously, you have the patience of a saint. She just is super self centered...

I am so rooting for you!!

Mad Hatter said...

VERY hopeful for you, my friend! And I just had this vision of you babbling on about your pregnancy to your coworker and having morning sickness on her computer! Crossing everything that it becomes a reality! ;-)

LittleWanderer said...

fingers crossed for you xxx